My life!
It has been a few days but things have been good. Passed the final test for the course I’m in, now I get to get my stripes and career badge sewn on. Also passed my PT test and actually did the best I’ve done since I’ve been here so that’s good. Pic above is of some goodies I got from an Asian food market with my buddy. Almost chocked on seaweed that day, yuck!
Spoke to my parents the other day which was good but they never fail to ask me if I’ve found a girlfriend yet. I mean it’s ok for them to wonder but it’s sad because I know it will never happen. Everyone I’m interested in isn’t interested in me.The one girl I like now… well a relationship isn’t even possible, not to mention she straight up told me I wasn’t good enough. Then I can’t meet new people. I mean I can but I’m to shy. Even if I weren’t I’m not good enough. Don’t make enough money, not interesting enough, not good looking, not a drinker. Just about the only thing I have going for me is that i’m a nice guy but even that only gets me so far. Fuck even the damn 18 year olds here are better than me in most ways. I wish I were better. I don’t want to be who I am. On the surface things look ok but I don’t know how long I’ll last alone. Nobody wants me.

It has been a few days but things have been good. Passed the final test for the course I’m in, now I get to get my stripes and career badge sewn on. Also passed my PT test and actually did the best I’ve done since I’ve been here so that’s good. Pic above is of some goodies I got from an Asian food market with my buddy. Almost chocked on seaweed that day, yuck!

Spoke to my parents the other day which was good but they never fail to ask me if I’ve found a girlfriend yet. I mean it’s ok for them to wonder but it’s sad because I know it will never happen. Everyone I’m interested in isn’t interested in me.The one girl I like now… well a relationship isn’t even possible, not to mention she straight up told me I wasn’t good enough. Then I can’t meet new people. I mean I can but I’m to shy. Even if I weren’t I’m not good enough. Don’t make enough money, not interesting enough, not good looking, not a drinker. Just about the only thing I have going for me is that i’m a nice guy but even that only gets me so far. Fuck even the damn 18 year olds here are better than me in most ways. I wish I were better. I don’t want to be who I am. On the surface things look ok but I don’t know how long I’ll last alone. Nobody wants me.

Ever since I was into cars there were two very distinct cars that stood out in my mind that I just had to have. The affordable one as shown above is the Hyundai Tiburon. Not a very popular car as I have come to notice over the years but that didn’t bother me much. I love everything about this car but growing up it just wasn’t in my budget. Now I’m at a place in my life where I have some freedom and this is what I want. Right now I’m driving my second car which is the 02 Suzuki Aerio, a decent A to B car but not something I want for the long term. Sounds weird saying it but the Tiburon has always been my “dream car”. Soon that dream will come to life!

Ever since I was into cars there were two very distinct cars that stood out in my mind that I just had to have. The affordable one as shown above is the Hyundai Tiburon. Not a very popular car as I have come to notice over the years but that didn’t bother me much. I love everything about this car but growing up it just wasn’t in my budget. Now I’m at a place in my life where I have some freedom and this is what I want. Right now I’m driving my second car which is the 02 Suzuki Aerio, a decent A to B car but not something I want for the long term. Sounds weird saying it but the Tiburon has always been my “dream car”. Soon that dream will come to life!

Today was a very short day, learned a little about refuel/defuel and did some PT. Of course who do I find? She’s such a beauty, oh how I wish you were mine. It sucks how things turn out and I’m sure I’ll feel this way until you’re gone. I need some courage.

They inspire us to do our very best at all times. They are the common bond among all comrades in arms, and they are the glue that unifies the force and ties us to the great warriors and public servants of the past. Integrity first, Service before self, and Excellence in all we do. These are the Air Force Core Values. By USAF

Yay for my first post on Tumblr!
About me: I am a 25 year old KC-10 Crew Chief in the United States Air Force and I am damn proud of it. I love gaming, anime, cooking, women, music, off-roading, cars and PC building.

Yay for my first post on Tumblr!

About me: I am a 25 year old KC-10 Crew Chief in the United States Air Force and I am damn proud of it. I love gaming, anime, cooking, women, music, off-roading, cars and PC building.